Sending positive vibes and energy to you Mike. Losing loved ones in such tragic circumstances is a heavy grief to carry. My Mum helped me understand when recently I spoke with her about losing my Dad to old age (her husband of 50 years).Iāve had a hard time coping lately. The weekend of the Broncos game, I joined my three remaining siblings at a lookout above Piha beach. It was there, 20 years before to the day,weād scattered my sisterās ashes after she had died from a blood clot caused during a flight back to NYC from Auckland. There was some laughter but also a lot of tears.
She told me that it doesn't stop hurting. But you get more accustomed to it.
Another thing I have learned about death and grief is when I go home and my Mum bursts into tears and wailing. Its not pain. Its because she can see my Dad in me and in her mokopuna.
Stay connected with your siblings and even to those on here that have offered an ear if you need.